Hey, my nicknames Billie. Indian but left a strict family to marry a good man. I have a daughter whos 12. Would of loved more kids but my aniexty took over, and i thought i would never manage or be a good parent if i had to deal with my anxiety and another child. Just looking for peace and contentment in my mind. Years of being afraid of my parents i thought when i left at age 30 i could put it behind me but i didn’t realise how hard it would actually be. X